I painted my roooom.
it's a nice color see look!
i don't know how to describe the color because obviously what you're seeing and what I see is totally different.
it reminds me of the coolest caryon in my box of crayola; it was called "Robin's egg blue" or like a Tiffany's box but darker.
so the best way to see is to come over! yeah? sounds like a plan.
anyway so Ralph Lauren calls this color Vintage Masters: Emperor ...it's nice.




Anyway I've been having pack rat issues. It's really bad. and with the new school year, new experiences I've gone through, new places I've been to, new people I've met...I feel that it's only right to just start over. The first place I'd like to do that is in my room! It's harder than it sounds, though. This is why I avoid looking into the horrible mess that is my closet because there's so much stuff I know I should get rid of, but just can't. These things, however, are just scraps of paper, magazines, Key Club stuff etc etc. but it's hard to throw it all away because they all represent something to me. I fear that if i throw it away I'll forget, and that is the last thing I'd want to do. Forget. Which brings me to (what I think) is the worst "old people" disease...Alzheimers. I'm so scared of that! Boo.


I never realized it before but I am knocking in my boots, just down right terrified of who I will become.
So I'm trying really hard now (just like people in their 30's smothering on that anti-wrinkle creme) to prevent and "wrinkles" that I won't be pleased with later.
does that make any sense?
IDK!

wooooooow some people at a-tech are so SO immature.
I guess i'm not helping when i talk about something from A-Tech's myspace page but!
the talk about getting packets and stuff came up and then NEIL decides to irant about everything...even the unnecessary.
So he brought up shit that irks me too, but I still find them needed in order to make sure students are doing what they need to do, like binder checks, supplies, different binders. ETC. and then out of the blue he says


"why is a second language required for an honors degree? or even for a majority of colleges? this is america, the official language is english, maybe we should focus on that... and i seriously think they should consider a coding language as a second language... html, a form of C, or something else is foreign to a lot of people. what do they define foreign as?"

okay hellllo DUMBFUCK yeah this is America, the melting pot of different ethnicities and cultures! The language that we speak is even borrowed from different countries all around the world. That is what makes us so unique, but once in a while silly redneck bigots as yourself aren't open to our diverse culture. It is people like you who will be left behind when businesses, huge corporations, move on from just one "standard" langauge, and really a lot of places already have. and you say we should "focus" on that...HAVE YOU HEARD THE WAY SOME PEOPLE "SPEAK" ENGLISH. is horrid. just like your face. oh and then when you talk about coding language as a second language (which i don't mind), but I find it really unlikely that one day it will have to be REQUIRED. There are all those third world countries that still don't have electricity, income etc. etc.

ugh! what an ugly penis face.